Party people are just posers, just as the happy false junkies... as for the modern stereotypes, I rather shoot myself with a gun than having to interfere in any way with the kids. I hate the kids. I see them everywhere, even if they're in their 20's or more...they never seem to grow up. At least, mentally speaking. This new poser like fashion about the music everyone likes...it pisses me off! Right now..i suggest you Mono Men - Right now (Stop Dragging Me down -1990). It defines just how I feel...in this particular moment. Hate, anger, frustration.
I mean, I always feel like that..I just can handle it better when I don't follow my instinct. However, there were times I wanted to bit the crap out of someone who said The Troggs sucks. I don't care about the standards, I don't give a shit about how we should all live in peace and harmony, cause we can't! I mean, if the world started with just two people, there would be fights and death! People don't get along, even relatives, even friends hate eachother.
I know I can offend people, that doesn't make me necessarily better than them.. (Mono Men - No Way Back), but still ... I rarely feel the need to apologize. Don't expect me to care about anything.
Melvins -Roman Bird Dog - this synchronizes so deeply with my state of mind right now. This song reads through my ill humor and sulkiness as nothing else does. I hate the fucking posers who claim they know everything about punk rock and the early metal scene, while wearing their leather jackets and jeans ripped on purpose. (Saccharine Trust ) - Community Lie !! Effort to waste !! (PaganIcons)
Caught in time so far away from where our hearts really wanted to be - Reaching out to find a way to get back to where we'd been - And if summer left you dry with nothing left to try - This Time...... Caught at a distance from myself and there was no one there to know - What could I do? - I have learned sometimes a need can run too deep and we throw away the things we most wanted to keep and inside we lie over and over again - This Time...... If you don't now, you'd better learn to believe me when I say I'm going to build a wall around this town Around these hearts and hands. (Rites Of Spring - Spring)
